你想怎样

你到底想怎样？看到我就想睡？
跟狗可以玩，可以陪他，
叫你陪我就是睡？
你是我的陪睡而已嘛？
你到底有想过我的感受？
你想要人家想你的需要，
那你有想过我需要你怎样陪我
你发梦我们会分手
我问你原因
你说我欺负你
大姐。。。我几时欺负你？
你要怎样就怎样
到低是谁欺负谁？？？！！

how how how

how? wat u want? i dun noe?
i just noe i wan de future u cant give me....
everytime i ask about future then u keep silent ady
when u keep silent then u got think about wat i think?
or u wan to say brain is mine one , u cant control wat i think?
then u noe u can choose to do somethings sweet things let me dun think too much?
sometime u really so self fish u noe it?
u got think wat i wan?
u will plan go here go there...then u got plan when u wan back with me?
need i call u back u only back?
u noe all my parent them keep asking me y u dint follow me back?
they think we fight u noe?
haiz i cant control u , if u wan keep like tis ....i speechless

my dear u always think u so understand me, sometimes i emo also because worry about u ...ya i noe wat u think u not a kid , but i m your bf , i dun hope some unlucky happend to u ...u noe i always see many kes girl give rape i also worry about tis .....some time i think i really crazy ...but i do de is wrong meh?protect my gf also is wrong ?? i emo? then u noe y i will emo ? u will make me happy ? u wan me believe u , then y u dun wan do somethings to let me trust u , y i will worry because i ask all about our future de things u also wont be answer....every1 also will think future but u tell me , 2moro de things no ppl will noe so u cant promise me any ....i no need your promise i just wan u to care about me .....wat is care? when i sad , u just will say i always emo de la,already biasa....then which day u will ask me y i will emo ? u noe my life is diffrent with u , your mom , dad , or family all is rich , when u need somethings they also will buy for u , if u no money they will give u , so u no need worry . sorry i diffrent with u , i very like your family life all will support u , u noe wat is my family ?? my family is poor , we earn how many then need to pay back ah long how many , u noe i live at subang dint have easy for my work ...i just wan to stick with u , from your mom say will rent a house at subang here then i noe our love will got many happend ady , because u wan to take care your mom....ya take care your mom is right , i cant say anythings , but u also dun say last time i always bring u go out , but u noe now we live together almost i 2 day need to spend 150 , 50 for petrol , and aroud 100 for 2 day dinner....u noe y i dun wan hutang u ?
ok i tell u 4 years ago , we break tat time , i ask u y u wan break with me u give me de reason is wat ? u all not remember ..... u just remember because i touch u ....then u noe u also give me reason because always ask me go out i also say no money....but u noe 4 years ago tat time my dad bankrup? y i live at maluri but my family live at jinjang ? because my dad sell my maluri house ady , but i still need continue study at maluri so i paksa live at my aunt house....u will think my house economy? not ppl like u de k?
i also hope i can go study ....u ask me y dun wan study always give myself reason ....ya i give my self reason because i dun wan my family they so tired ....i tired nvm.....now i live back kepong , i hope u can noe i live at subang tis few month i try to do a good husband.....but watever i do my best ady sure got somethings u dislike de
dear .... dun think i m nth ....y i emo?
 i worry my house u noe my fucker cousion wan to damage my family?
and my work de worker all think i still young i dunnoe eveythings , eveytime come to challenge my baseline, and i need to show them , all the things i noe to do , not just use the mouth to manage de....and my boss office de supervisior now challenge with us also, because he noe boss dislike him ady adn pass alll the job for us, but still got some projek is under tis supervisior de...and tis guy always make us rugi  and wan tell boss out work is not work de....we want to protect ourself so we must do best , dun let him got reason to tell boss our bad....
and seksyen 17 here also very dangerous ady , tis owner de things always cant comfirm for us , tis projeck should 5 month can done de but nth she always say tis need changes tat v.o so make our job can finish ....continue like tis tis projek we dint earn any money....
u noe i need to manage so many side so high pressure , so reach home ady no energy to smile le, u got say any things support me de? u just will say i always emo .....sometimes i really cant tell u all my things because i worry i tell u all my things ady u will leave me ....
and dear in love if any happend also is our false dun say is you own wrong or my wrong
exp: y i dun wan let u late back? becuase i worry u , y u need so late back ? any billion projek?NO u just need yc only...yc need until so late and drunk it?
exp: u say i dint trust u , see your message , ya i see your message because i dun wan u leave me, if u feel i dun trust u , then y u can do somethings to let me noe u r love me?
girl is vey wired.....but i wan say de things dear i do my best ady ...all i do my best ady just 1 things i dint do ....sorry i still poor so cant give u brand , and always travel with u ...
hope 1 day u will stick me and let me noe u need me , u love me, watever my life is zero

u so understand me

你很了解我，你懂我不喜欢什麽，你知道我不喜欢你和朋友出，对我是不喜欢，那你知道我为什麽会不喜欢吗？你有想过？你最近脑里全都是朋友，记得我吗？对我人很自私，难道你不是吗？你为了朋友叫我去睡客厅，好吧，我回家睡，因为我没资格说话，那不是我家。你要怎样就怎样。今天父亲节，我知道你中午起来了会一个人，所以我决定了，早上陪爸爸吃早餐就算了，下午就回到你身边，下午时我以为你需要我，可是到了晚上我错了，原来我应该陪我爸。对不起我错了。你不知道的事，你知道吗？家人都觉得我为了你疯狂，对我就是为了你疯狂，因为我不想失去你第二次，你懂吗？所以有什麽事发生我都会尽量挽回与补救。对不起，我说真的，要是是我让你没了自由，没了未来，那我会选择离开你。因为我发现你每次做东西和做任何决定前你不会想我愿意吗?你只会想到你要而已，而没想到我？我不像你那么有钱，那么多人支持你，赞助你，我没有的。我家人和你不同。。PLZ THINK　ABOUT ME IS DIFFRENT WITH U

不写了，因为我再写下去，你也不会变，你会去想我想要的是什麽？

要你健康，帮你整理房间，

不要你累，帮你拔草，

不要麻烦你，帮你拿东西，

你不要驾车，那我来驾，

看到一些美的，在我能力下我会买给你，

其实我不想说出来，我住你家我有两个原因

第一。是要证明你可以在我家住一个月，我也可以的，不是你们说的，我不能离开家的家伙

第二。家里太烦了，太吵了，太大家庭了

You want me to what? Think you are good to me hard? I know that what I say is nonsense, and your friend, then all you will hear, talk, will accept your friend's words.
i cannot give u opinion, because u yesterday tell me, i noe a little bit things then wan to be leader...sorry i dun noe how to care.....care will let u no freedom
and i noe wat i write u also dun noe anymore because u also forget tis web site ady ....so i dare to say
dear u wan me to do it better ??
sorry i try my best ady
if u cant accept me plss tell me
and everyday u wan me try my best ,,, then u will think wat is i wan de mah??/
u just noe wat is u wan de  ....
everyday ROLAND wen is u everyday weilliam?
ya i jealous , u tell me many time i jealous is my personal problem not about u
y ?? u will scare i jelous?
u wont scare , u just noe how to fight and tell me follow me u no freedom....
well if u care me .... will u things wat is i wan de, how to make me happy? i noe u sure will say i every day emo only.....then u should ask yourself y ? will think y your dear will emo ? is about tired in work? or my family give some problem to me ady???
today i back home i only noe i so selfish , my house so many problem and my grandmom also very angry them.....my grandmom lost her smile , i see her like tis ,, my heart feel like so hurt ...........
dear i can tell u face by face .....because u sure will fight with me again....and wont accept my reason
有时候你让我觉得你的友情比爱情来得重要

Baby - how do you? Disappointed in me through it?
So this be? If this is the life you want to tell me? At least I know what you want. That I do not go out to you and your friends, but you want to see next, you go out there, I do not give you? I want to know you and who is out, where to go? Some back. If I want to know the answer to your problems, that's okay, you do what you love it! I know I confiscate your freedom, now you are free
Today you have to explain, okay? Let me ask you a few school you, you say 5.30. Well ~ 5.30 to me that you asked me why I came here, you said you told me 7:00 chia, nana, and teachers ate dinner Well - But you did not tell me you follow chia chia car to come sunway,also dint told me u no need me to fetch u ~